CONCEPT
Not-Knowing as a Productive State
Murray's insistence that the writer's experience of
not knowing what she is going to say is not a limitation but the condition for discovery — the space in which the writing can teach the writer something she does not already know.
'Each time I sit down to write,' Murray wrote at eighty-two, 'I don't know if I can do it.' The not-knowing was not a confession of weakness but a description of the condition that makes writing possible. The writer who knows what she is going to say before she says it is not writing; she is transcribing. Writing begins where knowing ends. The state of not-knowing has a specific cognitive texture: the writer sits with a subject she cares about and a sense of direction she cannot yet articulate; words come, but they are wrong — not factually incorrect but inadequate to what she is reaching for. The gap
between what the writer means and what the words say is uncomfortable, and the discomfort is productive.
In The You On AI Field Guide
Keats called this quality 'negative capability' — the capacity to remain 'in